What's private is public

(You) will never see this

Don't need no medical analysis

This message is ;ost in the internet abyss

I don't mean to reminisce

If I didn't say it I'd be remiss

This live we made is bliss  

See this and don't dismiss

Knew it from the first kiss

Pocket full of Nazi gold like the Swiss

You cant resist

Take this piss

Like a viper I hiss

Immortal like Anubis

You got not business

This whole tracks a diss

All over it like plaque psoriasis

I'm the hip hop Elvis

With Jesus and fundamentalists 

Guns out, my shirts are sleeveless

Special things

Are often considered a threat. Be special. It's good to make enemies. That means you had an effect on people. 

going left

I know I said she was ride or die

But I lied

I know I said I would always try

But I lied

I know I said I would do it right

But I lied

Going left

 I know I said she was ride or die

But I lied

I know I said I would always try

But I lied

I know I said I would do it right

But I lied

Going left

Socialism isnt theft

Got a pallet of drugs

Got a pallet of guns

Shits on so many pallet

I'm taking them all 

Call it the weed cleft

Could stop writing right here

You will be reft

Wait is that bereft

Yeah you can bet

Yeah you gonna love

This other drug

This is dope

Nah its deft

Gimme a fleet of walmart robots

Move these drugs with heft

Invite a friend

With social media

Let them track audio

I go to Borneo

Private jet

I'm the CEO

Call me oreo 

in stereo 

from tokyo

Boots like a rodeo

You know you know

Retard like radio

I'm just playin yo

I'm the coldest rapper in the game

You already know the name

Favorite ice cream?

Pistacio

So bad he knows

Got a scorpio

In the studio

Sorry bro

Cant talk

With a know

Cept We be singing praise music

Lets do this

Leeroy Jenkins

I'm banking

On tanking

Nah I'm flanking

You beehive thanking

Me nigga

For spanking

Some hanky pankin

On her back

She planking

In the game I'm Numero Uno ranking

You call it beats

You just clanking

Im better then you multitasking

Write right raps while yanking and cranking

I get it in

What was her name?

Like a ghost

Please, I'm blanking

Going left

 (You)  know I said she was ride or die

But I lied

I know I said I would always try

But I lied

I know I said I would do it right

But I lied

Going left

I  know I said she was ride or die

But I lied

I know I said I would always try

But I lied

I know I said I would do it right

But I lied

Going left

So I will do this one instead

Ohh yeah he did

Some would call it a cult

I would call it whats up

It's easy

To please me

Believe me

Grab the wheel

It's greasy

Yeah that was me

Yeah the Paladin

Is back again

Got capitol

And capital

And cappers for

My studio will be a funderal

2020 is my year

Ohh you didn't know?

I'm coming for you

Step inside the lion's den

Got Jesus as a best friend

Or at least you all pretend

Impeach, pardon, amend

Thats the trend

How we win

Snakes in the grass

Imma get a ho

Cut they heads off

Make a stew

With some rice and beans

Feed everybody who comes through

Camel passing through the eye of the needle

God's word show is the way

Show us today

Meaning of hope

it's dope

Meaning of Christmas

Yeah we got this

Obnoxiousness

Anonymous

Matthew 19:24

We out here

Going left

 (You)  know I said she was ride or die

But I lied

I know I said I would always try

But I lied

I know I said I would do it right

But I lied

Going left

I  know I said she was ride or die

But I lied

I know I said I would always try

But I lied

I know I said I would do it right

But I lied

Going left

https://www.paladincapgroup.com/  

zoloft

god damn it is hard to get off of. the doc gave it to me for anxiety which i may have a little of, but i don't need it every day. just something to get on airplanes and shit. the side effects were too much, and so i quit. man have i been freaking out. klonapins help. they ran out the day before the mpre. i had to go to a walk-in clinic to get more. fucking bastard doctor was out of the country.

cabin fever

i havent updated this in months. i fear the only reason i am now is because i've been snowed in for 2 days and i have cabin fever. i've done some serious tv watching and worn out the worthless position on my couch. no shocker there.

i am a random blogger

i feel like i rarely update this. i have so much to say, just no will to type it

dammit

its fucking hot. i thought winter was supposed to be here. i'm sweating my ass off.

50/50

I'm like at a 50/50 level of going to fay this weekend for bikes blues and bbq. also known as beer, bud, and bitches. or wait maybe thats something else. i cant remember. i ahvent been in years. i have a place to stay, on dickson st... literally. i just fucking hate driving. is the drive and inability to get any work done this weekend worth the fun i'll have. i'm not sure. i have an hour to decide.

yea, i'm gonna try this.

my old blog.

i just read some of my old blog. i keep it around because one day i want to look back at it and laugh when i remember shit that i will have otherwise forgotten. i even posted about that specific topic. i totally was true.... old post titled "i just got back":

from florida that is. had an amazing time. spent a week after that with my family. my grandma is sick, and my mom is basically taking care of her as if she were a big old baby. it makes me sad. sad for my grandma and for my mother having to take care of her. it shouldnt be my mom's job. she should be allowed to enjoy her retirement. after all, she did work hard to allow me to enjoy my youth. now she should be able to enjoy her oldness.

i'm going to use more line breaks, because big paragraphs are intimidating, according to luke. anyway, i'm back in fayetteville, about to being a job search. i need to get one of those right after college jobs. ya know the kind, the monday through friday nine to five no weekends extended holidays kind. my blog has again been neglected. hell, i doubt anyone still even reads this. nonetheless, its for me. one day after i've forgotten all about a lot of shit i'll go back and read this and remember something funny/exciting/awesome and it will be all worth it.
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see, totally worth it. grandma is gone now. almost a year. mom seems at peace with it. but will always be sad. i'm glad that stress of her life has ended and she can enjoy her remaining years before the alzheimers (sp?) sets in and she can't remember shit. it is inevitable that the women in my family lose their minds, and the men have heart attacks at an early age. fuck, im sad now.

entertainment value

im an asshole. i've always known that. i've been one for as long as i could speak and formulate complex thoughts. however, lately i've discovered my assholish ways are very beneficial for sending emails over the lawschool listserv. i enjoy this. i dont even know these people, nor have any reason for being a dick. it is purely for my own fucked up entertainment. i love it

so, either im really fucking hungover

or i have swine flu

yesterday i drank from 2-6, and had a lot of beer.
then i went to class from 7-9, then back to the bar and had a big whiskey drink. then i stayed awake hanging with this chick until 130 or so, went home feeling fine, but tired. this morning i wake up and feel like total shit. if i have swine flu, i swear im giving it to EVERYONE. thats right, EVERYONE.

im curious

if anyone i know is still reading this blog. it hasnt been updated in so long. well, at least not regularily. so, if someone is reading it. feel free to let me know.

im having a slight case of de ja voux

sometimes things in life happen and you think to yourself, wtf, havent i done this before? sometimes the answer seems like yes. but you know what? i just do it anyway. we fall so we can get back up and try again.

i think i like blogspot better.

thats why i havent posted any updates on the new wordpress blog. it will be deleted soon. i'm in the process of merging all the 5 posts i made there over here, and i'm going to use this blog again.

The new me. Brainmix

this is the address to my new blog. I like the layout of wordpress better, so that is where everything is located. I also imported everything from my open book blog, that was years old.

http://brainmix.wordpress.com

do it.

i've decided to close this blog

i'm not going to stop blogging about stuff. i'm just moving it to a new location. if you want the new info, you know how to get in touch with me.

time to clean up my facebook

and i want to remember these funny quotes, so i'll post them here

"well, when you find one you can stomach for more than 3 - 4 hrs at a time, it's worth investing more time" - David Scott on women

"A morning of awkwardness is far better than a night of loneliness." - Hank Moody

"Would I like her?" - Denny Crane
"Well shes female, has a pulse." - Alan Shore

"Fat chicks are like pillows that talk."
-David Arnold

i love jesus but i drink a little

watch this. laugh

funny video

i love it