bored

i admit. i've gotten bored with writing this blog. its not so much that i have nothing to say, its just that i dont have the motivation to write them down. i wish there were a chip that could just translate my thoughts into text on the screen, and then i'd blog about all sorts of shit. its 4:23 in the morning. i can't sleep. its strange. i'm tired, but not sleepy. i've been laying in bed watching tv for hours. pointless tv. tv trying to sell me shit that i don't give a fuck about. shit that i dont need. shit that looks neat but i'm sure will fuck up within a week. well, i just called capitalone. they just took care of some charges on my credit card that i didnt know what the fuck were for. ya for india and all their crazy people who dont give a fuck if american companies get paid. ok, im going to take some more sleeping pills. the ones i took a few hours ago just made me feel retarded, but not sleep.