braindead

it's christmas eve. well, christmas now, as it is after midnight. i can't sleep. i blame my 7-10 pm nap. what can i say, i drove to my parents, had dinner, and got sleepy. i've been braindead for the last few days. finals just drained me emotionally, physically, and mentally. i can't concentrate on anything for more than 10 minutes. i want to sleep. i have no desire to get up and do anything. i just physically need a day to recover from the disaster that was final exams. my family wants to ask me about school. i dont want to talk about it. what part of i dont want to talk about it dont you fucking understand? it stresses me the fuck out. i just want to enjoy my vacation, enjoy my being worthless, catch up with some folks, catch up on some sleep, and maybe watch a few movies. hell, i guess i will watch a movie tonight, as i cant sleep anyway. fuck the holidays. humbug