i know my destination but im just not there

its almost 3 am. i can't sleep. i just lay here, thinking about life and the stresses involved with it. im supposed to be growing up, but i feel like all i am doing is getting older. more and more people around me are getting married, and moving forward. i am still alone, and feel like im stuck in the same place i was 5 years ago. sure, i have more education, but i don't know that i've really learned anything.