puppy love

well, im at mom and dads now. where i grew up. this place will always be 'home' but it just doesnt feel like it anymore. i love my family. and i like drinking all my dads beer and wine, since he has soo much, he will never miss it. hhahah. max is a traitor. he loves my mom more than me. ii love this dog, though. his devotion got me through some pretty rough times. dogs really are mans best friend. thats why it has been so hard to leave him here this year. dogs dont question your decisions, they dont feel the need to tell you you are wrong or you are stupid for caring or whatever. dogs just want your companionship. they just want to be near you. they can tell when you are sad or happy. sometimes i wonder what he is thinking. who knows? if he is capable of love, he loves me and my family. if he is not capable, he at least recognizes where the food and affection comes from.