here in my car, I feel safe in my car

so, I have a ton of homework to do, what should I do, besides his homework, who knows? Last night driving back to Little Rock from my parents, I had an epiphany. My grandmother lives out of the way, going back to Little Rock from there, butshe is really old, so I went down and plus I saw a lot of my family. Anyway, my mom and brother left at the exact same time that I left her house and my mom said to me, you better not make it back to Little Rock before I make it back home. in my head and thinking damn, she knows a speed a lot. So I think myself why do I speak so much? Really have determined that I hate driving. It took me half of the trip here to realize this driving gives me time to think about things that I wouldn't normally think about because my brain is always doing something else. Driving is a mindless endeavor. So I really don't have to think about anything else, especially in regards to actually drive. I don't like driving because I think about stuff that depresses me. Lots of questions run through my head: what I'm going to do with my life? Am I in the right place? Is being an attorney my calling? what is it that I'm looking for? Am I going to die alone?these are just a few of the questions that my mind wanders towards. I think that's why a speed. A look at this pedometer and down I see I'm going to damn near hundred. Cars are blowing past me on the right side. I trust my radar detector. Probably a lot more than I should. But, without it, I have another 30 minutes of contemplating issues in life that I don't want to deal with right now. If I could only find a way to put my restless mind into doing this damn memo. I would have top paper.